Feeling Awful
Apr. 8th, 2012 02:44 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
aunt_zeldaI'm trying to remember the last time I felt this awful. I felt worse when that girl I had a crush on said cruel things about me when she didn't realize I was sitting at the table next to her in the restaurant, but on the scale of Horrible Feelings, the two events aren't as far away from each other as I'd like.
I think it's so bad because I was feeling so amazingly happy, I was out of my end-of-winter blues, I wasn't angsting about failing classes anymore, or stressing about the summer, I was euphoric and practically floating on air and stuff. I'm dead tired but I was HAPPY. Really, truly, amazingly happy.
And now it's like I was smiling really wide and someone decided to kick me in the teeth.
I don't even want to go to TGWTG.com anymore right now, just looking at the site makes me feel sick and anxious about my journal.
I think it's so bad because I was feeling so amazingly happy, I was out of my end-of-winter blues, I wasn't angsting about failing classes anymore, or stressing about the summer, I was euphoric and practically floating on air and stuff. I'm dead tired but I was HAPPY. Really, truly, amazingly happy.
And now it's like I was smiling really wide and someone decided to kick me in the teeth.
I don't even want to go to TGWTG.com anymore right now, just looking at the site makes me feel sick and anxious about my journal.
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Date: 2012-04-25 05:04 am (UTC)I didn't get the full story of what happened, but from what I heard I can see why you would upset about this. Its a terrible thing they did and I hope they get either caught or come clean about it.
Don't worry aunt_zelda we are all here for you.