Feeling Awful

[aunt_zelda]

I'm trying to remember the last time I felt this awful. I felt worse when that girl I had a crush on said cruel things about me when she didn't realize I was sitting at the table next to her in the restaurant, but on the scale of Horrible Feelings, the two events aren't as far away from each other as I'd like. 

I think it's so bad because I was feeling so amazingly happy, I was out of my end-of-winter blues, I wasn't angsting about failing classes anymore, or stressing about the summer, I was euphoric and practically floating on air and stuff. I'm dead tired but I was HAPPY. Really, truly, amazingly happy.

And now it's like I was smiling really wide and someone decided to kick me in the teeth. 

I don't even want to go to TGWTG.com anymore right now, just looking at the site makes me feel sick and anxious about my journal.

Comments

[ladyhadhafang.livejournal.com]

*Hugs tightly, JIC*

[alliancesjr.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry this happened, sweetheart.

[cysfics.livejournal.com]

I understand exactly where you're coming from. I hope you find out who this person is.

[etoiledunord.livejournal.com]

*big hugs*

I'm sorry this happened to you. I hope whoever did it has the guts to come clean.

[dodgerofzion.livejournal.com]

If whoever did that is discovered, I hope Ven leaves enough for me to tear apart. That is beyond crass and a gross violation of trust.

Check your inbox in a few minutes...or whenever you get on, that's cool too. <3

[ilovetbag24.livejournal.com]

I read your last three entries and this person sounds like an awful miserable human being. It's so hard not to want to kill this person. I don't understand how people can be so mean and vindictive. I hope you find out who it is just to get closure and block them on LJ. And don't let this person make you stay away from TGWTG! I hope some of your friends on there have your back.

[alien-snipe.livejournal.com]

Just caught up. I'm so sorry this has happened. I'd hate for some asshole to keep you away from something you enjoy.

[yersi-fanel.livejournal.com]

I just read what happen, it is awful and I hope you manage to discover who did this to you so you can block that person and put this behind you.

Also, don't feel bad about sharing the account, it was only temporary, it was not like you were downloading videos and putting them on youtube, stealing from the site or something like that, just a temporary solution, no big deal.

I hope you feel better soon.

[freya-sacksen.livejournal.com]

I'm really sorry this happened, sweetie.

*hugs*

[phoenixjustice.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry this happened to you. It makes me very angry to think someone could betray your trust like this. If I find out who did it, I am NOT going to be a happy camper.

I'm here for you if you ever need anything. *hugs*

[naomi-hansen.livejournal.com]

Hun, I certainly wouldn't blame you if you were to take a break from TGWTG if it really helps. Either way, though, I hope that, for your sake, that they come clean and let everyone just move on in peace.

[big hugs] ♥

[ladydiskette.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

I didn't get the full story of what happened, but from what I heard I can see why you would upset about this. Its a terrible thing they did and I hope they get either caught or come clean about it.

Don't worry aunt_zelda we are all here for you.