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aunt_zeldaTitle: Fallen
Rating: R. Non-con people! Non-con!
Genre: Death-Fic. Scariness. Angst.
Word Count: 893 (I think)
Warnings: If you haven’t watched all of Season 1 of Heroes, you shouldn’t be here, you should wait and watch the DVDs!
Disclaimer: Uh … obviously I don’t own Heroes. Wish I did. Then slash would run rampant, Hana wouldn’t be an infomorph, and Mohinder and Sylar would adopt Molly!
Summary: Claude wakes up in the dark and … um … really horrid stuff happens.
My Thoughts: Came out randomly tonight … scary scary scary! Death and angst and gloom and my god I can be disturbing sometimes … Azazel is a name I’ll probably use a lot later on, btw, so pay attention! Also, the title is cheesy. Sorry ...
Claude blinks. His head is throbbing horribly. .
It’s pitch black – Claude can’t see a thing. He tries to wave his hand in front of his face – and discovers that his wrists are chained. Claude shakes them – his manacles are very short.
“Morning sunshine,” a voice drawls from somewhere nearby.
Claude feels ice course through his body. This isn’t the Company – they’ve never used chains or such dank and dark cells – and that scares him.
“Who are ya?” he asks the darkness. “What do ya want with me?” better just get this over with – whatever it is.
A laugh shatters through the blind abyss. “Oh come on Claude, you know who I am … as for what I want, well … you could say I want payback.”
Claude blinks – that voice is familiar – but what its saying doesn’t make sense. “Payback for what?”
Something slaps him across the face – but it isn’t flesh: Claude has felt telekinesis before.
“You left
Oh god … Claude knows this voice.
“Peter …?” he ventures nervously.
Another slap – this time with an actual hand. “Don’t say my name. You don’t have the right anymore. Plus, it’s not Peter anymore, it’s Azazel.”
Claude’s mind reels in confusion. “Why change yer name?”
“Peter is a saint, Azazel is a fallen angel. I feel from heaven too. Well, in a different way, but taking the name of someone I can relate to seemed fitting.” There’s a hand on Claude’s stinging cheek. “Have I hurt you?” Peter – Azazel – whatever – asks. There’s a pause, and a fist hardened by ice slams into Claude’s face, breaking his nose. “It’s going to get much worse, Claude, much worse,” he breaths in Claude’s ear. “Do you know what the name ‘Claude’ means? Lame …” he twists Claude’s leg unnaturally; Claude holds back a scream. “A squeeze or two and you’d need a wheelchair for the rest of your life. No, wait … you’re not going to live long enough to get a wheelchair …” and suddenly there are hands at the zipper of Claude’s pants. “I remember your thoughts back when we were training … you wanted to take me then and there against the wall, but you didn’t. Too much of a gentleman … too scared … you didn’t want to ruin me.”
Another pause.
“Why don’t I ruin you instead?” and there’s a mouth around Claude’s …
No … no I am not turned on by this! I’m going to die I’m going to die I’m going to die … but if Claude shuts down his mind he can pretend this is months ago, perhaps on the roof of the Deveaux Building, after a particularly stressful training exercise and Peter’s blowing him romantically and …
It’s no use: this is rough and horrible and painful. Claude struggles to prevent an erection but it just doesn’t work.
Peter – or Azazel or whoever he is – laughs. “You’re sick, you know that?”
“Not as sick as you,” Claude hisses. I’m gonna die … he has to resist somehow, if his body won’t.
Peter/Azazel laughs louder and harder. “Oh, you think this is sick? I’m just getting warmed up …”
The chains unclasp and Claude’s arms drop to the floor – stiff and pierced with the pins and needles of blood rushing back into them.
Peter/Azazel drags Claude forward and flips him over, pinning him in place with telekinesis. Blood from Claude’s broken nose is oozing around his face in a sticky puddle.
“You left me Claude,” Peter/Azazel is saying and he rips Claude’s pants off. “You left me and you’re going to pay for that. First with your body, then with your life.”
Claude finds himself laughing – despite his blood and the pain and an obviously disturbed man about to rape him – he’s laughing.
He feels Peter/Azazel waver … he can see the confused scowl in his mind.
“Why the hell are you laughing?!” Peter/Azazel demands, burning touch sizzling Claude’s skin in angry welts.
“There’s absolutely nothing ya can do ta me that hasn’t already been done. I’m a wreck. Things have happened ta me that ya can’t possibly imagine. I used ta fancy ya, Peter. That alone will make this bearable.”
Silence.
“Fine,” Peter/Azazel snaps. “Before you die I’ll make you take that back.”
~*~
I stand up, flames flickering in my hand.
He’s dead.
It was quick – too quick. I should have made it longer after the way he talked to me.
No matter – he was fun for a while, that’s really all I wanted.
Don’t you wish you could go back to the first days? When he pushed you around and you had a crush on him? Stolen food and training … you were happy then!
I shake my head. That voice has been getting fainter and fainter these days. Came back pretty strong when I was punishing Claude.
That was wrong. You loved him and you destroyed him!
I snarl and throw a fireball at the bloody body in front of me. I never loved him. Look, he’s gone now! There’s no reason for you to be nagging me anymore!
Silence.
(A/N: c-quinn I wrote this very late at night with my thought full of fallen angels and completely forgot that you'd used Azazel in a fic! Sorry! *bows and scrapes* I've had a love-affair with that name since the dawn of time I think ...)
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Date: 2007-08-27 07:04 am (UTC)*eek*
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Date: 2007-08-27 07:36 pm (UTC)*dances a bit* Coming from you, that's REALLY COOL!
dark Peter/Azazel scares me....
He's supposed to ...
*eek*
*comforts*
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Date: 2007-08-28 03:59 am (UTC)I know he's supposed to be..... but still......*eek*
poor Claude..... ;o
*comforts*
thanks babe..... I needed it! :)
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Date: 2007-08-28 04:44 am (UTC)(He scares me too!)
poor Claude..... ;o
I know, he's being really abused by me these days ...
thanks babe..... I needed it! :)
Remember, I'm married though! This is strictly friendship-comforting!
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Date: 2007-08-27 08:34 am (UTC)*stares*
You have hit new levels of dark.
(BTW, be prepared for possible reader confusion since there is already a Plaude fic called Fallen ... not that I'm suggesting you change it, since the name fits well :)
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Date: 2007-08-27 07:43 pm (UTC)*stares*
You have hit new levels of dark.
Um ... thanks? *comforts you* I've been writing pretty dark, depressing stuff lately ... perhaps end-of-summer stuff? But I like going back to school! (Am I a teacher or a student or attending college? The world will never know!)
(BTW, be prepared for possible reader confusion since there is already a Plaude fic called Fallen ... not that I'm suggesting you change it, since the name fits well :)
Knew it sounded familiar! But I didn't know what else to call it ... plus, 'Azazel' has already been used ... I completely forgot c-quinn had used it! *adds something to the A/N*
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Date: 2007-08-27 01:54 pm (UTC)... wow. That was so dark and lovely and amazing <3
Yay for creepy!disturbed!sadistic!Peter. Yay for randomly writing violent and disturbing fics late at night (or morning or whatever). Yay for yay!
zomg the end was AMAZING. PERFECT. I was like gah! I love love love <3 <3 how you switched to first person to show his creepy internal conflict. Sad and Creepy and Amazing. And the last word... gah.
<3
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Date: 2007-08-27 07:52 pm (UTC)... wow. That was so dark and lovely and amazing <3
THANK YOU! *was so worried that it would be weak and odd and sound clunky as it was written very late and I wanted to get to bed*
Yay for creepy!disturbed!sadistic!Peter. Yay for randomly writing violent and disturbing fics late at night (or morning or whatever). Yay for yay!
creepy!disturbed!sadistic!Peter is one of the few ways I stand him. Normal Peter ticks me off ... I've been writing randomly violent and disturbing fics a lot lately ... end of summer blues I guess ...
zomg the end was AMAZING. PERFECT. I was like gah! I love love love <3 <3 how you switched to first person to show his creepy internal conflict. Sad and Creepy and Amazing. And the last word... gah.
I like the ending too ... I spaced the blank lines perfectly and the last word kills me. His creepy internal conflict reminds me of Sylar/Gabriel sorta ...
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Date: 2007-08-27 08:47 pm (UTC)Hahaha all summer I couldn't sleep till four in the morning, and many fics were written between 2 and 4, and many fics got thrown out the next day XD But this was very well done.
creepy!disturbed!sadistic!Peter is one of the few ways I stand him. Normal Peter ticks me off ...
Lol. Peter usually dies in my Mylar fics for that same reason. That won't work all that well for Plaude, though xP. But I like how you made him all creepy-crazy <3.
I've been writing randomly violent and disturbing fics a lot lately ... end of summer blues I guess ...
Haha me too. But it's weird cuz I sometimes go from writing something dark and violent and icky to writing fluffy crack in the same night. XD
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Date: 2007-08-27 09:09 pm (UTC)Creativity hits me at odd time ...
Lol. Peter usually dies in my Mylar fics for that same reason. That won't work all that well for Plaude, though xP. But I like how you made him all creepy-crazy <3.
Well, after exploding (which must be wicked painful) killing your brother (which probably doesn't happen in the show, Nathan probably survived) and falling a badjillion feet (also painful) your brains would get a bit scrambled ... I mean, remember FYG Peter? He didn't fall, and it was all blamed on Sylar, but still ... I love FYG Peter ...
Haha me too. But it's weird cuz I sometimes go from writing something dark and violent and icky to writing fluffy crack in the same night. XD
It usually depends on the music I listen to. I couldn't listen to 'Tokyo Ice Til Clementine' while writing this ...
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Date: 2007-08-27 04:48 pm (UTC)Peter/Azazel is dark and disturbing..
i like it ^_^
And i love the self conflict within himself. Blaming himself for Nathans death and the arguing with himself over feelings for la Claude
*dies*
its GOLD!
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Date: 2007-08-27 07:55 pm (UTC)Thank you! Everyone seems to love this ... can I do NO WRONG at midnight?!
Peter/Azazel is dark and disturbing..
I'm good at disturbing ... I don't know why ... I'm considered a nice, quiet, lovely person in real life ...
And i love the self conflict within himself. Blaming himself for Nathans death and the arguing with himself over feelings for la Claude
That was an interesting bit to write for me ...
*dies*
*necromancies you back up*
its GOLD!
*blushes and beams*
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Date: 2007-08-27 08:25 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2007-08-27 09:00 pm (UTC)*wails* No! I don't want to be scary! *cries*
*hides from self*
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Date: 2007-08-27 09:16 pm (UTC)*le sigh*
THAT WAS SO DISTURBING I LOVE YOU IN TOTALLY NON GAY WAYS YOU ARE SO FREAKIN' AWESOME ZOMG THAT WAS SO WRONG IT WAS RIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!
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Date: 2007-08-28 12:17 am (UTC)That's too bad ...
THAT WAS SO DISTURBING I LOVE YOU IN TOTALLY NON GAY WAYS YOU ARE SO FREAKIN' AWESOME ZOMG THAT WAS SO WRONG IT WAS RIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!
Um ... *backing away slowly* I'm married to xmen_geek ... it's just a fic ... please take this sedative ... *flees to join c_quinn in her hideaway hobbit hole*
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Date: 2007-08-28 02:57 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2007-08-28 03:08 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2007-08-28 05:57 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2007-08-28 01:47 pm (UTC)I don't know any other fallen angels besides Lucifer ... and my mind kinda latched onto Azazel for some odd reason ...
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Date: 2007-10-09 12:09 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2007-10-09 12:17 pm (UTC)