Oct. 21st, 2008
Gloom. Despair. A cloudy day that, for once, I did NOT enjoy. The worst episode of this season. A stuffy nose. He said no.
*sighs* He did make a big deal of not wanting to hurt my feelings, though, and said he really admired that I had the self-confidence to ask him out. But honestly, we really don’t know each other all that well. *sighs* He gets points, I suppose, for using the phrase “respectfully decline” … *slumps* It makes me kinda mad that he was so gorram NICE about the whole thing, and how I could barely meet his eyes during our conversations, because I think he’s kinda right and if I couldn’t look him in the eye what kind of potential did we really have? *blinks furiously* HE SHOULD HAVE JUST GONE TO THE DAMN PARTY WITH ME REGARDLESS! WE WOULD HAVE FOUND SOMETHING IN COMMON!
Had my nose not been so stuffy I might have given more thought to the idea of slamming him against a wall and making out with him in an act of desperation. (Yes, he is that pretty, guys. He’s the closest you can get to a bishouen without being two dimensional. Which, ya know, is starting to make me wonder if I’m just attracted to him because he looks like a girl and do I like girls more or less than guys or do I just like girls and … ARGH.)
( Spoilers for the episode ... OMG _____ is dead NOOOOOOOOO!!! )
This Week’s Graphic Novel:
( READ THIS! YOU MUST! *jumps up and down* )