MAGFest: realization

[aunt_zelda]

... holy shit, I talked to like, most of TGWTG.com yesterday, and the day before, and the day before that.

Holy shit. That just hit me, just now. I'm watching these videos and I've ... met these people now. I know what some of them smell like. (That is so creepy, but I notice cologne, sorry.) I know what Todd's FACE looks like. (And I kinda wish I didn't, that doesn't seem fair that he just walked by without his mask.) I know how tall they are in relation to me. (Re: almost all of them tower over me like I'm a freakin' hobbit.) I told some of them some pretty personal stuff about myself. Some of them are going to remember me. OH MY GOD I GOT HUGGED BY LIKE THREE GUYS I'VE HAD CRUSHES ON SINCE HIGH SCHOOL! I've also gotta get into like three or four new shows because I felt so guilty for NOT being into their shows because they were so nice and interesting. 

... wow. Um ... wow. 

Comments

[yersi-fanel.livejournal.com]

Ehehehe, I'm glad you're having a good time, also, don't feel guilty, it's ok, you may watch their shows if you want now :P

[dragoninadream.livejournal.com]

I'm still processing everything that happened. I'm at a point in which I can't decide if I want to tell everyone who talks to me every single awesome detail about the trip or if I just want to clam up and avoid talking about it because I'll come off as creepy... it's just... Oh God, now I know how soft and warm is Lewis' hand(I just couldn't help notice it was really warm when we shook hands xD) or the time he sort of spat on me by accident xD... I sound so creepy xD

[aunt-zelda.livejournal.com]

I'm at a point in which I can't decide if I want to tell everyone who talks to me every single awesome detail about the trip or if I just want to clam up and avoid talking about it because I'll come off as creepy... it's just... Oh God, now I know how soft and warm is Lewis' hand(I just couldn't help notice it was really warm when we shook hands xD) or the time he sort of spat on me by accident xD... I sound so creepy xD
*sporfles* I know, right? Exactly!
I've been watching video updates and thinking "oh god I know what you smell like!" or "I know how tall you are!" or "I know what it feels like to hug you!" So strange ...

[queenanthai.livejournal.com]

I saw this and went DAWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW

http://iswearitwascmyk.tumblr.com/post/40085243863/wow-tumblr-says-i-cant-uploud-more-photos-for

[aunt-zelda.livejournal.com]

*blushing so hard right now*
One of the happiest moments of my life? Quite probably. I started crying a bit too. Shaking all over. And god that man gives wonderful hugs, which is just what I needed in such a stressful moment.

Oh gods, did you see his comment from where he reblogged that post? D'aaaaaaaaaaaaaaawwwwwwwww!

It's high time to accept that I'm always gonna have a bit of a crush on that man. *sighs*

[lit-wolf.livejournal.com]

Yeah, isn't it so weird to watch their videos and think 'Wow, I was just talking to them, getting pictures with them, and even hugging them less that a week ago' :P I love that feelings! Can't wait to do it again next year!

[aunt-zelda.livejournal.com]

It's so bizarre ... but also wonderful.

But sad too, because I want to go back to being at MAGFest. "Real life" can't really measure up to the epic weekend I just had.