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Overwhelmed and unsettled by my productivity now that I'm on meds. I had one of the worst days of my life three days ago and yet today I had the energy to do chores, my taxes, post a fic, and run an errand.
This isn't me trying to brag I'm just like, wondering wtf I'll be capable of in another 6 months. Or whenever quarantine ends, what I'll be capable of then. Maybe I can just ... go out to bars with friends now? Network? Navigate the SDCC dealer's hall?
Thinking big here, but maybe next time I see a person who is cool and pretty I will be capable of telling them that to their face right then and there, without being inebriated or crying!
I've said it before but you know that bit in Naruto where the guy with the eyebrows takes off the weights and just goes like ridiculous with all his power? That's what this is like. It's both cool and unsettling.
This isn't me trying to brag I'm just like, wondering wtf I'll be capable of in another 6 months. Or whenever quarantine ends, what I'll be capable of then. Maybe I can just ... go out to bars with friends now? Network? Navigate the SDCC dealer's hall?
Thinking big here, but maybe next time I see a person who is cool and pretty I will be capable of telling them that to their face right then and there, without being inebriated or crying!
I've said it before but you know that bit in Naruto where the guy with the eyebrows takes off the weights and just goes like ridiculous with all his power? That's what this is like. It's both cool and unsettling.
